cuteandcompact

Two defense mechanisms i have are that i build walls, i run and hide. I feel like shit more or less for just being who i am.. Might just be one of those days, but just feels like i should shut my mouth and sit quietly somewhere where i wouldn't be noticed. Everything i say just seems to turn out the wrong way, it just sounds different to what i mean to say. Feels like sometimes, i just say things that hurt others, it really makes me feel like i should go jump in front of a train or something.. god, cuteandcompact.. stupid name on a blog. Im sorry for this totally pointless shit of a text.. Maybe i do apologize too much.. Cant really help it though when it feels like everything im doing is just wrong.. Gonna stop here..