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I took the swine flu shot today. Wasnt very pleasant. I am HATE shots. The whole idea of needles penetrating your skin and pushing fluids into you just creeps me out. Hahah, yes i JUST realised how that sounded. I apologise. Oh well. Now my arm hurts like hell and i cant lift it upproperly without making a randomass face (expressing my pain :P) So Damn the person who dares to poke my arm while im in pain. Atleast something possitive came out of it. My parents took me to a resturant and bought me food. Yay for nice parents.

Then i went with my parents to their office to help my mom with some things. Yeah, she didnt really need my help so i had nothign to do for three hours. And my dad was working and then walking the dog so yeah. Everyone was busy. I love when parents say that things will only take a minute and it takes at least an hour. But oh well. I had time to doodle on paper and nails and arms. So was ok. Then me and my mom went into town for some half necesary shopping. Was nice.

Got a few things so im satesfied. Oh and the red hairdye i got is more or less completely gone now. So on thursday i am redoing it. If you wonder what it is that i used since its went out so fast ill post a picture of the package, and you can find it in a few emo stores here in sweden. Oh and a HUGE thanks to Sasha. He is awesome and sends cards and pictures to me and my sister. So now i have a few pictures on my desk. Its nice. THANK YOU SASHA! <3



Paws on my wrist, possible future tatoo? Oh and leopard nails. Failed picture.

What i bought today, well not the mascara or foundation brush but the rest.

thank you Sasha :) <3

hair colour brand. Enjoy :P

Such a depressing movie. I almost want to cry. And ive only cried to one other movie ever before.. This is just so sad.. havent seen the whole movie but what i have seen (from around half to where it is now, around the end) its just so extreamly depressing. Just watch it! really. Its almost heartbreaking.

What do you do when everythin is closed the day after christmas, except for cinemas..?  Yes that is correct. You stay at home and eat whats left of the christmas food! :P Or you can go to the cinema. So i might go see a movie with my mom today. Or stay at home.. :/ we shall find out a bit later.

its snowing again. :S before this morning the snow was melting. Confusion. Oh well. My hair is all straight today. I look kinda emo. :)  Need to redye my hair.. the red isnt red enough :P Anyways i should get properly dressed for the day.

Oh! and Christmas was nice. :) quire boring, but nice. :P yes Nice is my final conclution :P <3


FLUFFY!

My sister is spending the whole of christmas on a plane. So i feel kinda sorry for her. And i apriciate the text we all got this morning from her. But i hope its been nice for her anyway somehow. :) God jul på dig syster. <3<3<3

The christmas food was good. As always. And the ham.. :) yum. Surprisingly enough everyone dressed up a bit this christmas. Well, not my brother but thats ok. But its quite nice to see my parents dress up a bit. Now they're all sleeping or watching tv though. We're being oh so social. :P I attempted to make a cheesecake before. Hopefully it'll taste good. :) gonna make it a bit christmassy before serving it. Its so cold here right now. Or maybe its because of what im wearing. Anyways its cold.. :P

I officially have ONE christmas song on my computer now. Jul igen by Just D. Listened to it like once so far :P Its not that fun when you dont have anyone singing or dancing with you to it. But i'll try my best. :P Its taken me all december to download just one christmas song. :P Amazing. :P Are candles supposed to make small crackling noices? :P Strange. We had late lunch instead of christmas dinner so i am still stuffed. Feel like santa ^^ :P

My brother told me a joke, very easy to guess the answer to but it was kinda funny. :P
What did santa say when he saw three blondes? --------------------- Ho Ho Ho. :P

merry christmas <3

So remember when you were small, and you went to bed early just so that christmas would come sooner? Well last night didnt quite work like that for me. Instead is stayed up watching Lord Of The Rings and Criminal minds half the night with my mom and Ross (the dog). Was so cosy when Ross decided to jump up in the sofa and cuddle. ^^ Love that dog. Anyhow, finally got to bed fell asleep fast, to wake up by the cellphone buzzing. Silly people for texting in the morning (around 11.00 :P).

So i showered, shaved my legs so now im all smooth ^^, moizturised, so i smell all fresh, christmassy and kinda.. manly XD. Yes, fail :P oh well. nothign that cant be fixed :P. 

I absolubtley LOVE one of the presents Ellen gave me. A book (surprised? it'll make sense i swear) with extreamly unnessary facts about sex :P. (Now it makes sence right? :P). It is Great! Have to read it all :D Might finnish it today if i get super bored. :P But My brother is coming over for christmas lunch, so i have to get ready now. :)
<3<3<3


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :D



Me and Ross cuddeling in the sofa at around 01.00 :P

It doesnt feel like it's christmas!! I dont want to sit home all day with my family. I want to go do something. Maybe i can convince my parents to go tobogining. Oh.. Right. Forgot that we dont have a släde. :P

 Ganska kul, tyckte jag iallafall: www.klockren.nu

Bad jokes:   1) Var lägger man benen när man äter fisk?
                   2)What do fish get high on?


OH!!! i found i daim bar! :D 



Answers to jokes:    1)Under bordet. :D
                              2)Seaweed!

Imorrn far och flyger du vidare till kallare klimat. Hoppas du överlever. Tänkte bara säga så här tidigt om jag inte får tag på dig. God Jul! :) och glöm inte att tvinga Dev att köpa "många stor  a bullar" till dig. som jag sa att han skulle. :) stor jul kram på dig!! <3

So yesterday i watched avatar. It was ok, too much on the borderline of being a chickflick so if i had to rate it on a scale from 1-10 say.. 5. Anyways i got home around 9ish i think. And i had this feeling of not wanting to be around people, not wanting to disturb anyone. Kinda like, it would be great if i'd keep to myself. Kinda had the feeling when i woke up aswell. But i have decided to inore that feeling. Im going to be in a good mood and thats that.

So today i'm going to go meet Ellen and Cici, who i havent seen in ages! So hoepfully it'll be fun. We're going iceskating and the after fika. Again.  I have to wrap Ellens christmas present so i can give it to her. But im not meeting Them untill 14.00 so ive got some time. I just opened my window, and i LOVE the smell of snow/winter. Because yes it has e specific smell. It's kinda light, and refreshing..clear. Anyways, its very nice and calming.

Im thinking about putting my new shoes to use today. Probably a bad idea since I have become master of slipping. Oh well. We shall see.  <3

I was bored...                                          (do not wake before noon)

Once again i woke up at around 8.30. So i got ready, had breakfast and walked the dog with my mom. Its actually sunny today! It was a pleasant surprise. Ross was so cute, kinda playing in the snow. Well.. he was bouncing in it and eating it. But it was cute. Anyhow. Today, i am going to go try out a jacket/blazer thing that i wish for for new years. Then going with my mom to the hairdresser to later go into town and meet a friend and watch Avatar. I cant wait to see the movie! unfortunatly im not gonna watch it in 3D which kinda sucks... But atleast  im gonna see it. :) <3

should i pick a new one or leave it? Tell me what you think.

Like said before. I went ice skating today with some friends. Was nice. :D so Picture time! :D



Me, Tippan, Vidya, Elon and Jenny. <3

Tina joined a bit later. <3       Yes I am aware of that i look like retard.

We like fika (Tina was taking the picture.(notice how Jenny is blocking Elon again))

Today im going iceskating with people, I'm up way too early. It's almost ten and im dressed and ready to go. It's -11 degrees outside for the moment. Might get warmer or colder. We shall see. Im gonna guess that its gonna snow, the clouds are palegrey and covering ever inch of the sky. :) I strangely enoughlike this weather. Perfect for staying at home, watching a movie witha cup of hot chocolate/tea/coffee. But NO! im going out! :D Into the cold! :D WOO!

Nena, jag känner mig som en vandrande reklam stolpe :P Har blå printline tröjan och ska ha printlinekoftan med :P Men det e ju bekvämt så det gör inget. :) Du ska få en bild till på hur mycke snö det är här. :) <3

BUN!

I cut bangs ^^ i think it looks cute :) hopefully it'll be cute tomorrow and future days too :P <3
Nej helena, inte sån lugg som du har :) en annan :)

I love spending time with my mom. She's actually fun to spend time with. Obviously not like friends, but pretty close. And on todays adventure we went to Sollentuna Centrum. Our first mission; Find and eat a hot dog! :D Mission accomplished ^^. Korv korv korv <3 Anyways so we walked around and looked around in stores and somehow i ended up with a cardigan, a shirt and shoes. I payed for the clothes myself and got the shoes as an early christmas present (they were on sale so why not :P(we dont really celebrate christmas, new year is our thing ^^)). I managed to get my mom to buy something for herself aswell *proud* so she bought jeans and a top. ^^ WOO! Ja helena, mamma shoppade! Otroligt eller hur? Then we had to head home to walk the dog and go food shopping. So we took the pendeltåg and the subway to get home ^^ I had great company ^^. Anyways  thought i'd post some pictures from today :)
Helena, nu ska du få se på snö :D

Picture from inside the car.

Ugliest thing i've seen in a while :P

Mamma ^^ <3<3<3

Snö!!!!! :D

What i bought today. :)

Oh and did i mention that i had myspys when i came home? Helped with dinner and the had Pucko and chocolate chip cookies ^^ Tänk vad du missar Helena. :)


yummy. :)

These posts were so pointless... I should find my diary again write down the completely pointless stuff down there.. Oh well.. still can't sleep.. Im going to try though. Woo.. if i succeed. Tomorrow im going shopping with my mom so i should get some rest. Hopefully the snow will be as calming then as it is now.. So goodnight.

How come everytime we are bored we go onto facebook..? All you do is check if someone has written anything to you, commented on any of your pictures or videos, look throught peoples pictures and videos or something similar. When thats done, we dont logg off.. no. We start looking at peoples profiles, we start reading other peoples comments on things. We want to know more and more about what people are up to... Why are we so damn curious? But there never seems to be anything to do, so that is where we end up anyways.. Annoying internet thing. Keeps us destracted from homework and other things.. Oh well.

Ok, so i havent actually sat down infront of a computer in like two days. Skills. So things that have happened.

- Saw the woman with short red hair from snygg naken near my school. She looked happy.
- Watched a extreamly boring program about stars while waiting at the doctors office. (extreamly boring)
- Listen to the program and noticed how they pronounced beige "bäch"... ja helena.. du läste rätt.
- School ended. Had "avslutning" in church. Was... very.. religous :P the choire was singing and gave me a headache but was ok.
- Noticed that something, statue painting thing in church had a skull on it.. strange.
- Got christmas presents (YAY).
- Finnished the christmas shopping. (I think...)
- Fell asleep ^^
- Went home... Had a nice dinner ^^

Thank you guys so much for the presents!!!! Love them ^^
sorry if yours were boring, or embarresing. :) Love you guys <3

Its so hard to try to help someone when they dont want your help. When you know they'd rather talk to someone else. Atleast i try to be there. Like i would be for any of my friends. Oh well nothing to do when your help isnt wanted. Should know that by now. But is ok. I have my chocolate.

Well im still stressed out to the extreme. Have two presentations tomorrow, and art homework that i have to do. 3 essays that i have to do, thank god one is for after the holiday though. But one was due sunday night and the other one is due friday. History, which is due friday is coming along quite ok actually, which makes it seem a bit better but still have to write a lot.

Today just seemes to fail on me most of the time. I woke up late and hurried to get to school on time. Didnt eat breakfast, put on tiny bit of makeup, hair up in a ponytail thing, grabbed the first clothes i could see. RAN down to the bus, and alsmost got hit by a car on the way and almost slipped. Atleast i made it in time for both busses i take. Got off at school when my mom called me and pointed out that i was an hour early.. ONE HOUR! Then Anna T freaked me out by saying we had the geography presentations today! thank god she was wrong. Spend almost the whole geography lesson doing almost nothing.. Well i was looking for information for the presentation. That lesson ended ten min early so i went with Anna to eat lunch and then went to gym. And thank god we could pick to do some sport, go to the gym or massage. My neck was killing me and it helped with the awesome massage Tippan gave me. Then lunch was ok, Classtime was pointell like always and then... French.. Translating poems are not my thing.. And specially not when i havent understood the french teacher for the last... 4 months? probably more.

Went to the statsbibloteket with Tippan today after school so i could find information on Vasco da Gama. Yeah, they had a book, but wow.. it really didnt help what so ever. And it was so silent, almost freaked me out a bit. Specially since there was a woman sitting behind me that was like watching me and what i was doing and falling asleep from time to time. Was so cold walking home, and the snow and the wind didnt help. So tomorrow i have to wear my very special winter jacket. Yep, it is time for.. the marschmellow jacket. I am prepaired to be laughed at, cause it is just really rediculous. Who wares a baby pink huge fluffy jacket? Besides the other two people i've seen with the same jacket.. Oh well Gonna eat fish sticks for dinner, woo! yummy. I seem to be the only person who actually likes fish sticks, strange people. Anyways i have to work on the essays now. <3

Helena din lilla shitunge, du får ta och svara när man sms:ar dig!

Helena gllar inte glögg.       (nenaispigeon.blogg.se)

This morning my sister flew to spain to see her boyfriend. Yay for them. So now I am all alone with my parents, which can be ok. But who will i hang out with randomly now during the holiday now..? Fy på dig Nena för att du inte tänkte på mig :P Anyways, I get to celebrate christmas twice so YAY i guess. And so does my sister. Har vi inte tur om får den möjligheten ^^ Anyways, i think i might miss the annoying little person. Juste Helena, jag kallde dig liten :P. The rest of the day has kinda failed..

Went to school, the teacher never showed up for the 1st lesson. Saw the Lucia tåget in the aula which was ok. Until i took out my lighter and it made quite a loud noice so people reacted. So Anna got to play with it instead. Lunch line was huge! So ended up eating only an apple for lunch. Managed to get a Lussekatt aswell right before Socials started. That lesson was totally pointless aswell. No one took notes, we didnt know what he was talking about and he let us go about half an hour early. 

Then me and Anna went around town and looked for things to finnish our christmas presents. Ended up going to Farsta. And by then i was late going to my parents office (was arond 15.30 ish then and i was suposed to be there at 16.00). So we decided to take the pendeltåg from Farsta Strand. We actually made it in time for the train. But then Anna got off at a stop before me. And stupidly enough I got off at Stockholm C Södra... SÖDRA!!! So I had to fin my way to Mariatorget's subway station to go to T-centralen so i could change to the green line to get home. Basically jogged home where i had to take care of some things before going to the office. Totally stressed out I actually managed to be only half an hour late. *proud*. But yeah kinda failed day.

Super stressed out. Got a whole bunch of homework that i gotta do for this week and its gone nowhere... Got to do an english essay, a history essay, socials essay, Swedish presentation and geography presentation. Feels like im going mad. Got a lot to do, and i still gotta finnish the christmas shopping aswell.. Feels like i could really use something to hit.. *blink blink*. Gonna go do some research for history now. <3

Yesterday:

Woke up late, around twelve. Got up had breakfast with my sister. WOO! Then we got ready and went into town. I was christmas present hunting. Didn't go too well. But its ok. Was supposed to meet up with people at 2.30 to buy food for a christmas dinner, but I ended up being a bit late... An hour late actually. I wasnt the only one though so im guessing it was ok :P. So yeah, we bought food and went home to Josefin and baked and made home made meatballs. So we had, meatballs, chocolate, chocolate, Julmust and i think some more chocolate. Was very cosy and nice. Specially since it snowed and we had christas music :D.

After the dinner i left at 20.00 to go see my brothers friends play football (he was coaching), with my sister. Took us about an hour and a half to find our way to Jakobsberg, and we somehow managed to end up in Rinkeby. My sister should listen to me a little more sometimes  when i tell her to turn :P. Anyways, we'd like missed half of the matches when we finally found the place. But my brother was happy we showed up anyways. So during the games, every time my brothers team scored, me and my sister were the only two people clapping out of about 50 people. Was entertaining. Then we went for hamburgers, so we didnt get home untill around one. OH! and i found a 50kr bill which i took home and washed (it was way dirty). :D

Today:

 Today we celebrated Christmas. Yes its way early, but my sister isn't going to be here for christmas so we decided to celebrate it today just for her. So Morning was normal, but then i took my sister out to the movies to see "Disneys - En jul saga" with Jim Carrey (A christmas carrol i think its called in English). It was a really good movie actually, and it was the first 3D movie we had ever seen so was pretty special, and ofcoarse we were the only two people laughing out loud during random parts of the movie. :D <3 It was fun. I love my sister sometimes. :)

Then we went home, where my mom was making christmas food. We had to walk the dog aswell when we came home but it was pretty nice to walk in the cold. When we once again came home, I was in a nice christmas mood so I decied to dress up nicely for my dearest sister. I now look like a present. Black dress with a huge red bow in the waste, and a red bow in my hair. :P She likes it so its ok to look like a special person :D Well we're not done yet with the celebrating so i am now gonna go. I'll post some pictures later :) <3

Today i got payed for the cleaing i did on sunday. YAY! Me and my sister helped my brother with some work that had to be done. Walked the dog with my sister, and yes, ive spend the whole day with my sister. Went to get the swineflue shot, ended up with only my sister getting it cause they didnt have enought left for me (LUCKY!). About 3 min after she got the shot she almost fainted, was a little funny but anyhow, she felt better after a while. Then we went into town, looked at phones since we're changing abonemang (no i dont know the word in english :P). I tried looking for presents but yeah, kinda gave up after a while. But I found this Really pretty dress at BikBok, I wanted it in blue cause it was REALLY pretty blue, but my size was sold out so i got it in black instead. Plus black might be more useful. Went home where we found dinner guests. Me and my sister had forgotten we had our enighbours coming over. They had the cutest child ever! And she liked me!!! Usually children get freaked out around me but not this time. She was so adorible i actually want to kidnap her but i guess ill settle with babysittig her sometime. Well so now they've left so im stuck thinking about what i should draw for art... Confusion. Oh well. Gonna go get a bowl of COCO POPS!!!!! and think some more. :) <3


Cute Evelina sitting on my mom and playing with my sailors hat <3<3

Ok so went into town with my sister a bit later than was supposed to. But was quite nice anyways. Didnt buy anything at all. Ok not really, i bought a hamburger and a drink for me and my sister. Gingerbread dough, Carr's crackers and a Julmust. But besides that I didnt get anything. So tomorrow after helping my parents with some things im off into town again for present shopping and to work on my art assignment. Anyhow, When we came home we ate dinner, opened a card we got from Sasha (thank you so much it was so great we LOVED it <3<3<3<3<3) and watched the movie Ratatouille (sorry for the spelling, got it right before). It is so adorible! If you havent seen it before you HAVE to see it. But after the movie we walked the dog. Thats about it i think. Here are some pictures I took randomly. <3






Present from Sasha. (it makes sense to only a few) <3

This whole weekend went kinda diffrently than planned. Saturday we were supposed to make christmas decorations and stuff. Which didnt happen because Ross' neck had swollen up and just looked horrible, so we had to take him to the person we got him from to see if she could help us see what was wrong. (he got bitten by a big dog last week. you can read about it on my sisters blog: www.nenaispigeon.blogg.se). Anyways so we spent most of saturday there.. And then went food shopping. Exciting. Then yesterday I had to clean the office which took quite some time, so like half the day dissapeared just like that. But when we came home we ate and then we started Straying things with glitter, painted things gold and red, fixed the oranges so they looked all pretty and made TWO gingerbread houses. Yes two. They are oh so pretty. One side of my house is all pretty and neat, and the other side looks more like a small child made it. But i like it. So even though the weekend kinda messed up, turned out quite nicely. :D  I'll put up pictures later.

I just Realised that it's like 22 days untill christmas! Yes i am slow. But hey, atleast i realised. That means that it is time for JUL PYSSEL! And christmas shopping, and christmas... iness!!! All lights are up everywhere. Too bad i havent been out to see them. But friday im going christmas shopping with Anna. Woo and since it gets dark here around 2.30-3.00 pm i'll get to see the pretty lights in town. Exciting! I plan to be done with the shopping atleast next week. I have to have my sisters present done before she leaves anyways, which is the 14th. Then, ill be all alone with my parents. Atleast my brother is spending christmas with us this year. So, no sister, but brother.. should even things out dont you think?

JUL PYSSEL on saturday!!!! Me and my sister will be busy most of the day! WOO! We're making two gingerbread houses, cause we can never make one pretty one since we have very different views on how it should look. so this year. TWO! Gonna bake and make the apartment all christmasy and cozy. Whihc mean possible overuse of the colour red. Will there be a tree this year though? No idea. We shall see. Either we have no tree or we have our beauteful christmas tree made out of plastic (but things still fall off it even though its plastic... bad quality tree).

Dont think i've used the word christmas this much before.. Oh well. Dinner today, FLÄSKPANKAKOR!!! WOO wag ages ago since i had that last. SYLT TIME!!! Right now the pancake thing is in the oven, and for some reason pockets of air have formed and it looks like pancake mountains! Kinda entertaining. Made me giggle. :P Might watch Flickan Som Lekte Med Elden later after dinner with the rest of my family. Could be fun.

Here's a picture of the pancake hills!!!

Deflated a bit by the time i got my camera... :/

Got Britney Spears song 3 in my head, and for some reason i downloaded it so now i might aswell put it on repeat or something cause it doesnt matter what other song i listen to it pops up anyways. Going food shopping later, WOO! This means i have to get dressed.. I'll probably write more later.

(look up the song, you will hate it. :P)