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Today the history essay is due. It has to be done and sent in to the teacher by 6 tonight. I am stressed out like fuck, and what do i do..? I go to a caffé and sit there. Yes i am currently located at a caffé. Eating a apple and cinomen muffin (sorry for the poor spelling there) and drinking a Latte. Why? Not because i am emo (this time), but because i thought i'd be able to focus more here. Was i wrong? Partly. I mean im looking for information but i just cant put the words together. Its just not working for me right now. Thank god Anna (emo Anna) will come and help me out a bit.

In geography today me and Anna (karate anna) did our poster in a rush. Turned out quite well but tehn we had to talk about it as well. And gone as i am, I kinda just lost myself and left Anna to talk. I did get a bit confused about what she was trying to say though but i should have said something! So for that, Im sorry Anna.

Oh joy. Im alone in the coffe place now... I better look busy. Lalala. Not going so well.. My computer keeps fucking up. Some pages freeze so i cant scroll and check the info.. I absolutly HATE history assignments. Hope Anna didnt get lost. i mean she is the kind of person who has no clue what she is doing sometimes. (LOVE YOOOU :P).

Hmm.. i have like no coffe left... if only the essay was this easy to write... That would just be great. I need to change the background on this blogg... Its so boring and its driving me mad. Not really just sort of. Ok focus on history now.

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Nope the website is fucked up... wont let me do anything. OH COME ON! now it just shut down... now i'e got to find teh website i had AGAIN. God everyhting is working against me right now. Or thats what it feels like. Ok now i've found the page. *phew* :P

I really want to go to the Paramore consert. You me at six will be their Förband so I REALLY want to go. But its on a monday so i gotta beg my parents. So let the begging begin. What the hell... they are playing like... 50's/60's music here.. and i forgot my headphones at home so i cant get to my music..  anyways. now i shall consentrate on history. wish me luck

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Its been quite some time since i last wrote something. I cant even remember when it was. Anyhow. Not much has happened. Not much at all actually. Its been quite dull. And still im feeling exhausted.

School has started though. Finally i have somethign to do. Unfortunatly this year(/term?) we have history and i hate history. Its good if you want a good story, i mean if we didnt have history we wouldnt have fun movies like Hercules, and that would be a shame. But besides that, like writing essays about things that happened way too long ago. I dont do. I dont understand and i feel its a waste of time.
I shose Geography B instead of Maths C, good pick but i dont do too well in geography either so im kinda stuck wondering what the hell im doing. And on top of that, i picked French 4. Yes, 4. And now its too late to change to anything else. how smart of me. Now im stuck not understanding half of what is going on. Sometimes i wonder why i dont think more before i act.

I've started dance now though, and really its the time when i feel the happiest. I just feel so comfortable there. Even though im not that great it just gives me this amazing feeling of freedom. I know cliche and strange but its just how you feel when theres something you love to do. It makes you happy. But its kind of funny since its like two people in the class who are really good, one guy, one woman who is like over 30 and the rest of us are just special white girls trying to go hip hop and look ganster. And we're dancing to a Lady Gaga song called Starstruck its not very good, but its not exactly bad. And since im dancing to it, i'll have to like it for now.

Thanks to Anna and Ibige i now have a kinda huge hickie on my neck. Not very funny. But its kinda ok since anna got 4 on her. Just sucks that my parents saw and Totally over reacted about it. Was just a joke, but i guess they dont want their baby daughter to get hurt.. Its really not great to be the youngest in the family. 

I lost my my buscard about the 3rd week into school, so about 4 weeks after getting it. And i was stupid enough not to write my name on it. And it was a Pluscard so was quite expesive. And now the school has given me another card (a terminskort [a card for the term]) which means that i cant use it after seven in the evening. With the pluscard you could use it whatever time. So im kinda bummed out about that.. but theres nothign i can do about that now. ill just have to be at home 'til seven i guess for this term..

Oh me and Anna have made pancakes quite a lot lately... wel twise but thats liek within the time of... 4 days i think. And thats a new record!! :D But hey.. i've ended up writing quite alot... without using smileys after every sentence! be impressed!  actually only one smiley in the end here. :) ok now two. but still. I need more clothes... Nothing more to say now.. IM OUT!!

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