cuteandcompact

I keep waking up at around nine every morning. It's like an alarm in my head going off and not letting me stay in bed. Doesn't matter how long i stay up the night before, i will still wake up early. It feels like i have so much work to do but.. Feel like giving up. For some reason it's what i've felt like since a while back. School work just seems.. pointless. I don't want to fail my subjects but i just can't seem to be bothered. Im just tired of working on things that i don't learn anything from, that i don't know what Im actually writing or reading about. What's really the point of it..? Learn a bunch of nonsense to show off grades so we can get a good job? Cant you be good at something without having flashy grades? I think so. Yeah sure things we learn in school can be good, but yeah, i give up. Everytime i come to a conclusion.. I end up not liking the results, even though i know it was my choice..