cuteandcompact

Ended school yesterday WOOOOOOOO!
First day of the holiday, and im at home in my lazyness, wearing sweatpants and a shirt, doing what i do best; play with makeup and watch tv. I really look like a Fjemo (Fjortis/emo) which i find quite entertaining. So the weather here in stockholm hasnt been the greatest resently but its not super cold but its not really warm and the sun does come out from time to time which is very nice and makes you just want to run outside and enjoy the sun.
These past two weeks i've started to have this urge to listen to 90's music like N'synk, Backstreet boys, Aqua, A-teens and pop groups like that which is so happy and bouncy as any music can get. But then again who doesnt enjoy the classic 90's songs like 'hit me baby one more time' by the then young and innocent Britney Spears or 'Dr. Jones' and 'Barbie girl' by the ever so popular group Aqua. They might have been the most annoying songs after a while but if you listen to them now you'd probably enjoy them, secretly of course (I know i know i cant spell).
So whilest on the subject of spelling, i finally got the programs that will help me with the spelling and stuff (for my dyslexia which i really dont understand how they came to the conclusion that i have it). But anyways now i have the programs but i still dont have my own computer so i cant use them yet. And i really hope the people who tried to fix my computer (and failed) can atleast save my pictures and videos that are on there.
I still havent gotten a summer job which is starting to get really annoying cause i really want one and maybe if i would do a good job doing some job during the summer maybe i'd be able to work during the weekends during next year. I guess all i can do is keep trying even though its all a bit late now, but i can just keep cleaning my brothers office, which i've forgotten to do for quite some time but ill start again. Gotta earn money somehow and right now this is the only way i can do that, so it'll do.
Hopefully the summer wont be all too boring and cloudy. Ofcourse when i write that the sun comes out and the light shines throught the window. But any how, like said hoefully it wont be too boring and cloudy, specially when Tara comes to visit. That wouldn't be very nice if she didnt get to see how nice sweden can be in the summer.
God i need to get a tan. Im as pale as a ghost right now. But nothing a little tanning cant take care of. yes this is how swedish i have become. i've given up most of my emo clothes, almost starting to follow the fashions, starting to use ultra swedish sentences and annoying words when i speak swedish, and my hair is blonde and going blonder.
I have decided to try and work out during this summer, which most probably fail since im sorta a couch potato but i'm gonna try anyways. :D
thats about it for now i'll write more soon :D