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So i realized this morning that almost all snow now is gone. Just like that the snow has melted and all thats left is the grey slush no one wants. Yesterday the snow was still pretty and white and everywhere, and that it can just disappear over a night is kinda sad. But spring has to come sometime. Anyways. Yesterday Tippan and I were saying how we haven't gone tobogganing yet and that we should before the snow disappears. shi fick vi :P

Good morning. I actually got up at 08.30 today after have trying to fall back asleep for about 40 min. That was.. not so nice, but my hair is qute nice for once. Very wavey. I like it. Anyhow. Now sitting watching the morning news on tv with with my dad. Great fun. Think i'll go get breakfast. <3<3

Movie night with my dearest sister, we're gonna watch Up and eat waffles. YAY!! It's nice to be home a weekend for once. But obviously not for too long. So only for tonight. ^^

Stayed at home today. The last 3 weeks i've been busy all week days and weekends so i guess i've just been little exhausted. Could be partly why i'd been in such a bad mood. So i slept until around 11 today, that was when my sister walked in, very loudly talking to me. So obviously i couldn't fall back asleep. Then i've just relaxed all day, took a nice warm shower, had taco's for dinner, watched a movie. Just relaxing. Oh and i managed to finnish 1,5 L coke bottle by myself. YAY ME! Wow.. that was lame. Oh well. Art tomorrow with the witch. MOHAHAHAH. Gonna be a girl and go fix my nails and then go to bed. Night <3<3<3

Today has been pretty much a perfect winter day. Its been sunny and not too cold, tons of snow and just pleasant. But what the hell do you do when a perfect day just seems incomplete, pointless and non thrilling. Thats how this say has been for me. Headache, feeling a friends pain, feeling guilty (for other reasons), feeling lonely. The kind of feeling when you're in a room full of people and no one sees you. Well i know they saw me, i know they communicated with me.. Just felt empty and pointless. Like Im air. Or like i should be. Stupid emotions that come crawling up from nowhere.. Haven't been bouncy and happy since saturday.. I mean yesterday was fine. But i wasn't happy. But god Im self-centered, just blabbing on about myself.. Ok so its a blog.. its what you're supposed to do, but still hate it, and yet i can't stop.. Maybe I should pay someone to listen to my nagging and complaining. Ha ha Im so damn pathetic its almost amusing. Oh well. Gonna focus on something and forget the emotion that took over.

Drama day tomorrow. Exciting. Im supposed to help out with overhead pictures but Im not actually needed to think i'll just sit and watch the show. I mean i don't even know when the pictures are supposed to be on. So Im really not doing anything.. Im in a kinda mellow mood.. is mellow the right word..? Well Im feeling kinda down but not really. Not happy not sad but more towards the sad. Im so great at explaining aren't I..? But yeah. I just really want to be quiet and hug someone. Ha.. just thought about how my sister is gonna tease me for saying that. She's like the definition of cheesy though, so i am slightly amused. Ja helena det är du faktiskt. But yeah drama day.. Im gonna go there at 09.00 and Im gonna watch all plays. Think they end at around 16.00. I actually haven't seen my class' play so gonna enjoy that. So want to run up on stage at the end wearing a chicken suit and do the chicken dance. Would be awesome. Should have gotten a suit and downloaded the song... Oh well. Off to bed since i have to get up at 06.30 or 07.00 tomorrow since I have no clue how the trains or busses are going. GAAAH Stupid pretty snow..

OMG! I have like a rush of happiness that i got from yesterday from something, No clue from what though. But its ok, i like it. HAPPINESS! Anyways, My moms sister and her husband is here and visiting us, Yesterday had dinner (i was out), And today there's gonna be a surprise dinner for my dad. Tons of people are coming. Im gonna miss it cause Im going to go celebrate The little trolls birthday. She turned 18 yesterday. She's so old! XD But anyhow. This morning me and Siv (moms sister) made saffron ice cream. With meringue (?!?!?!marränger). YAY! awesome way to start the morning. Then had fun with sister dearest while getting ready. Great start of the day :D <3<3<3<3

Yesterday was Josefin's 19th birthday and tomorrow its Anna's 18th birthday. Silly people who have their birthdays so close. Josefin has a thing tomorrow night that Im going to and i feel slightly bad for not having a present. Ill get her something when i get money, since Im broke right now.. Tomorrow one of my mom's 4 sisters is coming over with her husband for dinner, so i feel kinda bad not for being there. But i did make plans before so yeah.

Ok so i got the date wrong yesterday. woops. anyhow. im sick. my sister's sick too. probably wont go help with drama practice. people are gonna hate me and the rest of scenery. dont think any of us are going. But we have about a week and they have most things for scenery anyways. gonna make ice cream today.. yaaay. so tired and bored. yay xena is on... woooo. byebye

Im getting sick again.. Don't like it! silly cold snowy pretty weather. Guess this is why ive been so emo and tired. still gotta walk the dog.. sigh.

Semledagen... what i believe to be one of the best days of the year. My inner fat child enjoys it a lot. So celebrate with selmor!

Thing my sister found. You send this horrible horrible song to "your special one" and it is just hilarious. So i sent one to myself, cause.. I love myself a little bit too much, using two of my nicknames which will be "carved" into a tree. :P Potential to be cute.. but its just funny instead. :)

BOREDOM!!!

Slept well. Even though it was in a sofa with a snoring dog close by. Spent the day with my sister and a friend i havent seen in about a year. We went to see The princess and the frog. Was cute and it gets plus points cause it wasn't animated. Anyways, now im off to meet maddie. <3<3<3

Teachers can be quite scary. Thank god i got to talk to the history teacher (who my mom now calls by his first name :S). He's really nice and we didn't talk for that long which was awesome. Hate sitting there for twenty min wondering when you can go. We were done in about 10 min. So yay ^^ Oh a while ago i found (and bought) a very cute T-shirt where it says "i think i love you" on, and today i saw that there was an even more awesome shirt i should have bought instead! It says "i think you love me" or something like that on it :P Thought it was funny. Hmm people owe me money :/. GAAAAAAAAH energy!!-.- oh fuck energy Im going to bed. ^^ <3

Its almost scary how fjortis I can become.

If you hear that quite a lot, it can get a little annoying after a while. No Im not saying its a bad thing. It can be very nice to be called cute, but oh my god can it be annoying. Its like you're so small and cute, and you cant be anything else. Don't mind it much though. I like being cute sometimes. :) Should take a picture with a ugly face and post it here. So much for cute. :P

Me and anna had a very emo day today. Don't orka explain. :P Its fun hanging out with her though. So we both got into a better mood after a while. :D Love that little troll <3<3<3<3<3

Weekend was fun. Friday was with people at Maddie's place. Saturday anna kidnapped me, fell asleep on her sofa 2-3 times.. feel sorry for her and her family, i snored.. lightly snored.. then snored.. Good thing i don't snore for a long time :P And apparently in my sleep later, (when i had left them watching TV and gone to sleep in Anna's room) anna came in and i looked at her and reached my arms for her, kinda as in if i wanted to hug or something.. IN MY SLEEP!!!!! Laughed when she told me. :P Then today i have walked the dog for about 3 hours with my sister.. Had snow up to my knees. Was fun ^^ i made a snow angel :D Anyway haven't got much to write about and Im starving, so off i go ^^ <3

I went against myself and fell in love with the Ipod Touch. Since my mp3 player had broken for the 4th time, my dad was so sweet and surprised me with one today. I am so happy ^^. Its so pretty and new, and i got it just in time for art tomorrow. its great!!! :D

Thinking about cutting my hair. Leave comment on if you think i should cut it or keep it long.



Sorry for the bad pictures.

I BOUGHT TWO SHIRTS! they're sooooo pretty! ^^
Boredom! That means picture time :D Enjoy :D


Special effect. Tears... Looking like a retard..

Insperation: bröderna Fluff.

Mother hiding.

Think we look alike or what?